What a Relief!

Last week we made a huge decision.  We decided to change Doctors.  We had been experiencing some reservations all along about the OB we chose, but felt as if it would be too late to change in the middle of the pregnancy.  After a little research we realized that changing Doctors in the middle of the pregnancy isn't actually uncommon.

It is extremely important to make sure that this birth experience is everything that I've always envisioned. I realize that we can't control everything throughout this experience, but I want to feel good about all of the decisions I do have control over.  

Before we became pregnant, we watched a very interesting movie called "The Business of Being Born" which had a huge impact on how we felt our birth experience should go.  The reservations I was feeling toward our current OB prompted Mike and I to rewatch this movie.  After seeing this movie for the second time, our feelings were solidified in knowing that staying with our current OB was not what we wanted.  I definitely knew at this point that I wanted us to go through this experience with a midwife and not an OB. 

Last Wednesday we had our first appointment with the Vanderbilt Midwives.  It was everything I had expected and they are totally in tune with the experience we want to have.  The comforting thing is that I will still have Lil' Shaffa at the Vanderbilt Hospital (and not our home).  I have been hesitant and somewhat scared up until now, but for the first time since the beginning of the pregnancy I am actually excited to give birth.   

We are now at nineteen weeks and our big ultrasound is Friday September 24, 2010.  We will find out that afternoon whether we are having a boy or a girl.

Very much looking forward to the next 21 weeks!

Just as a woman's heart knows how and when to pump, her lungs to inhale, and her hand to pull back from fire, so she knows when and how to give birth. - Virginia Di Orio